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Deep Thoughts & Old Obsessions

Sat, 26 Jan 2008 17:28:56 GMT

I've become pretty much obsessed with Paramore all over again, I seriously cant get enough of them.
Hayley Williams has everything i've always wanted, Shes living the dream that i'm never going to live.
I've been in just around 5 bands, Each played countless gigs, Gained a huge Fan Base, Made 2 EPs & an Album. You know you're doing something right & you're good at what you do when all of that happens, Especially when you later get noticed & are offered a huge contract deal & a chance to play in different countries for a whole month. But then it all comes tumbelling down when problems start to appear, You all want different things, You have busy lives, You have Tests to study for - Its always the same thing, Thats why my dream is just moving further & further apart from me. I had it all & now i've lost it all, Its happened so many times.... I just dont want to go back there & be dissapointed anymore.

To be continued..........

Calm Down - Calm Down!

Sat, 26 Jan 2008 15:50:50 GMT

Afternoon Readers, Ok that was the wierdest way to start this - But whatever i'm on a roll already ;];]
Heres whats been going on in the wonderful word of aLi....

I'm going to Egypt next week, My god i really cannot wait, I'm going with my Mum, Cousin & Auntie.
I've never been away with our Daniel & my Auntie Zoe so it should be a right laugh :]
I'm not keen on the flight, I was told there was a Plane Crash from Heathrow the other week - I had to find that out myself as my Mum tried to keep it from me lolz.
I had my Injection last Thursday (17th) too (To protect me from Diseases in Egypt, Which wasnt really needed when i'm going to be the biggest Disease over there :]), Mm it hurt a little to be honest & i couldnt feel my arm for a while but whatever i love needles so i was really hyper about it all day - Yes i'm sick, I know, But its not my fault they dont bother me Haha.

I caught a cold last week from work, I wasnt impressed at all, I'm still not. I have a bad cough too which sucks but the coughs close to gone & the cold well.... It better be gone for Egypt, Theres nothing worse then having a cold whilst on a plane, It gives you ear ache when your lowering down ready for landing - I've had that experience.

I've been updating my Scrap Book alot latley, I have loads more pages to get done, But then again i have the rest of the year to complete it - Its looking pretty good at the moment but i still have loads more to put in it, So no one can see it unti i'm satisfied with it lolz.

Ciao <3

Naomi Makes Me Smile :]

Sat, 26 Jan 2008 13:19:36 GMT

"In the nearly two years i have known this one, i still cant find a good enough way to tell her how much she means to me, i hate telling her "i love her" its just a shitty way and everyone uses it. I really couldnt ask for a better friend, and im never going to find anyone better. I know where i would be if i didnt have this one. I would be 6 foot under,
and stone cold. I worry about this one a hell of alot, and it doesnt matter how much she tells me not to, it doesnt matter i am going to. I couldnt have asked for a better day to meet this one: moving benches, funny hats, strapple smoothies, videos, pictures, ali sitting on her fone, and me having to wait for her tram even with old ladies and chavs, I would trust this one with my life, and i trust her more then 100% with everything i tell her, and she is one of only a few that i listen to, even when i sing Oasis to her and when we disagree on things there isnt anything i wouldnt do for this one, and i really dont want to loose her not now not ever.
i need more memories and pictures with this one :)

love love love love love love love love love you
xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx"

New Job

Sun, 13 Jan 2008 13:15:54 GMT

I dont like the fact i left a huge gap before the last post i did, But i'm going to have to get over it i guess.
I havent posted anything for about a week because i started my new placement job on tuesday (8th) & to be honest i made myself ill over it all because i really couldnt get used to it & i dont like it very much, But its fine now by Wednesday i was pretty much in love with the place, Well not in love but whatever i began to like it more.
I havent had time to come online much - I mean i work 9 - 5 shifts 4 days a week (I'm in College on a Wednesday, But had to stay in all last week to get used to it!) & by the time i get home i'm shattered & either want to go out or just collapse on my bedroom floor or coach, I now know how parents feel coming home late - You need medals you lot!

Things I Wish To Accomplish

Sat, 12 Jan 2008 12:37:57 GMT

Theres a new website going around called "triplux" & the aim of the game is to do 101 things in 101 days! Now i thought it was pretty stupid to be honest, So i thought, Why not do one yourself but make it things to accomplish before the end of 2008? So thats what i'm going to do :]
I'l write up my progress on each task & perhaps make a video of some of them being accomplished throughout the day, month or week - So this should be a laugh, Funfunfun!

:) - Completed
:( - Failed!

[] Pass My Driving Test :]
[] Pass My Theory
[] Go On Roadtrip For The Weekend
[] Become Famous On YOUTUBE
[] Pwn @ Guitar Hero III (Expert)
[] Write & Record A New Song
[] Exercise More
[:)] Play On The Nintendo Wii For 5 Hours Straight
[] Go To Egypt (I Am In Feb)
[] Read More Into Chinese Culture
[] Go to China <33
[] Get Accepted Into Uni
[] Donate Blood
[] Learn How To Play Poker
[] Do Everything Without Any Regrets
[] Meet McFLY &hearts;
[] Camp Out For McFLY
[] Read & Actually Finish A Book
[] Learn Spanish?
[] Meet Up With Naomi & Louise - Together!
[] Drink Milk (I Hate The Stuff!)
[] Stay With Adam All Year &hearts;
[] Do More Around The House
[] Make My Photography Portfolio Even Bigger
[] Have More Photoshoots
[] Visit Helmsley For The Weekend <3
[] Go On Holiday With My Friends
[] Go To Over 10 Gigs [0/10]

I Never Want To Loose You....

Sat, 05 Jan 2008 22:27:19 GMT

Naomi (Best Friend!) - Where would i be without this one? The answer is simple, In a coffin!
Life would be so boring & empty without this one, I'd have nothing to do, No one to laugh at & No one to cheer me up & give me advice. I love days in Bury with her, Whether its sitting on wonky benches, Drinking Strapple smoothies, Trying on silly hats or just randomly walking around its something i wouldnt turn down if i was offered to do every weekend. Shes one of two people i actually listen to, I dont take notice from anybody else, Whats the point? They dont have a clue what they're talking about half the time.
Shes stuck by me for so long now... I just dont get why to be honest - Shes just wierd i guess haha ;P
Have alot of memories with this girl, I still get people asking me what [TBS] means & [BK] Mm... I guess it means that you're never going to find out bbz haha!
Grr proper trust this girl with my life to be honest & i havent been able to say that in a while!

Love You Lotties ;];] xx

Louise - Wowowow! When i first met Louise on MYSPACE, First impressions? I didnt like her if i'm to be honest.
She came across as arrogant towards me, But then i started to talk to her more & we got used to eachother, I found her to be pretty radradrad in the end - But she hates me, So my plan didnt really work ;];]
Louise is one of those people that you just cant hate or fall out with for more than like a second, I mean seriously now shes the kindest most generous person you'll ever meet & that i've ever met & i've met alot of people i'm telling you now.
Meeting her in Warrington was the wierdest day ever, She gave me her Bus Ticket - Wow. Thanks Louise ;P
I ended up screwing it up & then i gave it back to her.... How wierd was i?
She went all shy on me too bless her, I think i spoke to her friend Amelia more, Then Linzi started chasing me around so i looked like a complete n00b yay!
I dont want to loose Louise, Or else i'll cry lots&lots&lots & i wont have anyone to talk to about McFLY, I mean c'mon we just make the best plans ever to steal them - Not that we need to because we're married to Dougie & Danny oh oh & Not to mention the ones with us also kidnapping Prince Harry & William so we can kill them whilst they're wearing their sexxay Y fronts ;];]

Love You Louisage ;];] xx

Lets Talk About Sex

Sat, 05 Jan 2008 21:05:27 GMT

"Whatever tomorrow brings,
I'll be there with open arms and open eyes, Yeah
Whatever tomorrow brings, I'll be there..I'll be there."

Good Deeds

Tue, 01 Jan 2008 21:25:44 GMT

You know you're a good person when you give up a night out with your friends to look after a 83 year old woman with alsymas, This woman i speak of is Amy, She lives next door but two to me & shes the sweetest lady in St Helens if i'm to be honest - She makes St Helens sound really exciting, The stories i've heard from her make me want to live here but just way back in the day (I just made her sound ancient, Sorry!).
She scares me at times, She runs out of her house & is quick to ask anybody that walks past if they can get hold of some Matches for her so she can turn her stove on as she's hungry, Problem is her son Christopher has turned off her gas so she cannot harm herself, which is good thinking right? Well erm... In a sence it was the wrong thing to do, She has two carers going in to see her everyday BUT its just not enough.
This is where i come in, I wont get into the reason on how i ended up in her house, But Me & Linzi went in to make her some tea, get her some biscuits & make sure she was safe & ok, The idea was to do that & get out.
Amy insisted on us staying a little longer & made sure we knew that she appreciated us helping her out, I mean of course we knew that, we didnt need to be told, although it was nice to hear the words "You're a credit to your family, Both of you, Thank you so much for your help"
That night has left a bad taste in my mouth ever since, I know theres something else that i could of done, It would of been better if someone would of told me what to do or say to her, But there was no one but Linzi seemed to have all of that covered already, Man i felt stupid... I mean was it that i was nervous & i'd never been in this position before? It must of been - But it always makes me think everytime i see her & it still upsets me.

Lets Start Fresh

Tue, 01 Jan 2008 00:47:08 GMT

NOTE: I've started the January 1st post tonight instead of the original day, I thought "Just write it now, You'll end up forgetting to update it" So anyway here it goes....

Ok, So i'm chatting away on MSN right now & every so often i get the odd comment saying "Happy New Year Hunni :)" I mean i wouldnt mind, But a few of them are just people that i havent spoken to in a while, Now i know they're being nice & everything & i appreciate that, But theres just one thing thats stuck in my head, Those who know me in person or whatever, You all know i dont like being called the following Hunni, Hun, Sugar, Sweetie, Babe, Cocker, Cock right? Ok, So please dont do it lolz, It winds me up so much =[

The Best Friend is proving to be Hyper/Drunk right now, She wont stop singing to me on MSN, Songs i'm sure i've never even heard of, But its ok... She's keeping me entertained, Then again its not hard to keep me entertained, They say if you give me a Pen & Paper - I'd be quiet for hours, Then again thats 100% true.
I have nightmares of the night Naomi tells me she wants nothing more to do with me, She says shes not like the others, All i can do is hope for the best & trust her, Which i do of course - So i guess theres no real problem.

I guess i better get some well deserved sleep... Well ok maybe i dont deserve it, I havent exactly done anything.
BUT.... I'm going to the pub tomorrow with Linzi & Chris, I dont think Adam can make it, But we'll see.

Tell next time.......... Ciao! xx

Lets Talk About - 2008!

Mon, 31 Dec 2007 23:52:21 GMT

NOTE: I deleted my previous posts, I couldnt be bothered with them & i thought, Its the 31/12/07, Delete the sad little posts & start fresh... So here i go :]

So i spent most of my day on MSN & MYSPACE, Ohh the thrill, Thing is to me its just New Years Eve, Its nothing special... Its just another day, People need to get that into their heads, But i guess they wont since its a great excuse to get rat assed right?
So i was on MYSPACE minding my own business when i decided to read some "Bulletins" (As you do!) when i came across alot of McFLY fansites saying Brand new Fan Fic up now, Part 2! I then thought, What the hell, Click the link & read one woman - I didnt click just any random fan site, I clicked on my friend Louise's Fansite... I was staring at the computer with amazement, I heard a banging noise downstairs & i didnt even flinch, I was too engrosed in the Fan Fic. Louise is an amazing writer, Her imagination is just phwoar! I mean who would ever think of "I began to shake like I was a piggy bank and a small child was checking for money inside." It'd take me days, months, years to come up with something like that & from someone so young, I was just like wow (Not to mention, I then read every single Fan Fic she has written)

Moving swiftly on... I also did alot of thinking today (Dangerous? I know right) about how 2008 will effect/affect my life, I mean i have so much going on this year... I have My 18th, I get a car, I change jobs, I may go to Uni & god knows what else. I've even made Naomi promise me that she will kill me if i make a wrong move in any - way this year! My god, I dont know what i'd do without that girl you know, She keeps me sane at the best of times.

Till next time................. ciao! xx

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Sat, 29 Dec 2007 13:31:17 GMT

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